Join Date: 01/27/07
Last Logged In: 03/02/14
Update Jan 1/2014: I may not really do New Year's resolutions, but I would love to get the abandoned stories posted here done within a month or two. Let's see where this goes. I can't promise, my promises always fall flat, but I think it is very likely that even Blood and Flowers will come to a natural close.
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What is with the weird timing and notes on Insanity and Blood and Flowers?
tl;dr: they are very old in origin and I take them all too seriously.
Originally, they were posted on AnimeSpiral, a site that hasn't existed since 2007 or something like that. They were cross-posted here while it still existed, I believe. Anyway, they were a lot less well-written, basically the first drafts you would have written when you were 12, you know? Despite that, I still loved them and wanted them to come to an end.
The original Insanity was complete, the story over, but it was awfully written and had crack-ish parts that I hated and modern references and semi-Mary-Sue tendencies. Still, the story was my baby, and I stripped it down. It still was badly written, but it was much more coherent. Finally, I rewrote the first five chapters into the first chapter posted here. It more than tripled in length. This was a process of probably 4 years from initial completion to non-crack to what is here now, plus the more recent edits I've gone in with. The whole thing is plotted out and has been forever, so it will finish as soon as possible.
Blood and Flowers wasn't as problematic, but was initially quite badly written and, worse, written based off the pairing I wanted rather than a story inspiration. When I started it, that wasn't too much of a problem, but it's why I've had so many notes written that I dislike thinking about finishing it; it was never inspired in the first place. Ironically, I seem to fake it better than I write real stories, as BnF has always been the more reviewed and higher-rated story. I have never finished it, but after chapter one, I wrote probably six different variations trying to get it right. The current one, that I wrote to continue it after not watching the series in over five years and having long since abandoned the story is actually keeping me inspired, though. I've had renewed interest for it. It means a lot to me to care for it again.
The long break in updating either (I know, years) was because I was busy with my personal life and pretty well gave up on fanfiction. I doubt I'll write much new fanfiction in the future, but these two stories are part of my writing history, and I think it is a disservice to myself to leave them incomplete. It has been nagging at me for years that two important stories, my first two real stories ever, really, were never properly finished. They will probably be written to completion within 2014, unless the plots decide to take longer. They are no longer orphaned, in any case.
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Random final notes:
Wolf Who Rules Wind: Thank you for all your support. If you find this account, be sure to review or contact me, okay?
- I liked AnimeSpiral, despite it's occasional lack of the grammar and order that Lunaescence has. This is just a shoutout to those folks because you are good folk.
- I'm SUPER RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY that none of the recent scares of Luna closing have actually happened, and that donors came forward so well in december 2013. You all are awesome.
- Put simply, Insanity is the story I care most about. It was one of the the first fics I've written and I like it best. That's why it's the one I'll probably update the most. That and I want to get it out of the way 'cause it's the longest... I think. One shots come after that. B&F comes last (although I sometimes have it in my mind...).