As the rain pounds against my window I find that my mind is once again stuck on thoughts of you. I keep thinking about that rainy summer night that we spent together in each others arms. It was a first for both of us, though I had been with you many times in my dreams. I had never known a love like ours, nor do I think I ever will.
But ever since school ended it seemed that was no longer the one you loved. I really should not have been surprised for like most guys once you got what you wanted you lost interest. I would never give my heart away like I did with you.
Now the tears begin to fall hard and fast like the drops of rain. I sobbed loud as the thunder while memories of you flashed before my eyes like the lightning streaking across the sky. It tore me apart knowing that you had never really loved me... only used me to get what you wanted.
Now as I sit here alone on my bed with my window open slightly, I found that it felt like my heart was being ripped from my chest. It felt like I was going to die. I closed my eyes wishing desperately for God to have mercy and to kill me.
Suddenly a pair of arms wrap around me while pulling me into a comforting embrace. I open my eyes only to stare into a pair of deep, dark sapphire pools. 'I know that you're hurting but, I swear that I'll never leave you for you are my love,' she whispers pulling me into another comforting embrace.
I smiled as I wrapped my arms around my closest friend and love. I knew that she would never hurt me the way that you did, never use or abuse me as you had. she loved me for me and I loved her for who she was..... My one true love.